Today was a pretty good day. I have been here for 2 months and 5 days. And sometimes I wonder if I did a right thing! All the times I do this a though came in my mind... Maybe I would have a good job in Brasil, I would finish my college, I would be beside him, beside my friends!
My destiny, I guess is better think like that..I am here because I should be. I believe that, I should be here because I wanted this. Was my decision, my choice! My fault!
Here I don't have my mom to say "You can't do that, you can't do this, who do you think you are?"...And I miss her. I wish I could bring her with me! Or my stupid cat, a totally no-reason-to-be-alive animal.
Is so easy miss the people who loves you. I miss them, but I don't wish to see them now. I must be alone, like the oracle said. I should be here, I am 20 years old, I am pretty, I am a girl. Not a girl anymore, a woman.
A woman who needs to descovery who I really am. Why I am alive! What is my mission?
The humans don't know nothing about feelings. Because of this, and just because of this, I miss my sad-lazy-optioneited- cat!!